It has been a few days since I had a computer available to write the blog..and I missed it.
Have been down to the new house. Interesting. Enjoyed myself. But weird, a little bit. I don't really belong yet. It is all still strange to me.
Am meeting nice people and making some new friends, but it is almost too much to adjust to.
I miss the friends here in town and now I have this feeling of not belonging in either place.
I knew this would happen. It happened last time that I bought a second place to stay in. Always very enjoyable but the same feelings come over me that did this time too. I don't know how to remedy it except to continue to live in each area as though I lived in both places full time.
But it makes me feel in limbo...as if I am not a complete person in either place...as though it is an act and I can't put it all together. Sounds crazy but it is weird.
There is no reason for this. My daughter and her family were there for me and encouraged me. My cat was with me.
It was funny to watch him. He loved the place but he could not settle down to take his long naps like he does in the first home and so he came home tired, like me.
I guess it is just a matter of working things out in my mind and settling things like that.
In a sense, enjoying the best of both worlds, so to speak, and find my place in them both.
I know the Lord is working this out. I'm leaning on you again, Lord, to show me the way.
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I am sorry that you are having a difficult time. I will be praying.
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